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    正文 第三十一章                                                                                                             一个真正牛叉的nv人也是有狡兔三窟的。                                                                                                             当我第二天准备上班的时候在楼下见到靳骐的时候，我觉得自己似乎应该挪一个窝，不然以后都不会太安生，而且，这个想法有立刻马上立即实施的必要。                                                                                                             那一条不算特别的宽敞的小区路上停着一辆sao包而又拉风的法拉利跑车总是很显眼的，如果不是现在大多人都在上班时间，估计围观的人肯定不少。                                                                                                             法拉利啊，百万级别的，多稀罕！                                                                                                             靳骐站在车子旁边，西装革履的，很成功人士的感觉。靳骐皮相一向很不错，这么一穿之后越发显得英挺了起来，和姐说好听一点叫随x，说难听一点叫做邋遢的nv人完全不一样，他全身上下都是名牌，我全身上下都是山寨……                                                                                                             这个世界果真残忍，居然还能让一个负心汉如此的光鲜亮丽，相形之下，姐过的日子还真的一如众人想象的被甩nv人形象，只差脚下没有踩着一双蓝白se的塑胶拖鞋了。                                                                                                             姐觉得自己还没有落魄到极致，这压力也算是挺大的。                                                                                                             “阿墨！”                                                                                                             靳骐见我出现，走上了前来。                                                                                                             “心情那么好，出来散步”我好奇地问，暗想这个时候他出现在这里会有些什么事情。                                                                                                             靳骐脸上的笑容有点僵。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你怎么这么晚才下来，你不上班么？”                                                                                                             靳骐问我，脸上神se有点关切。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             他在楼下守了那么久，就是想要知道我上不上班么？我要不上班又怎么样，难道他要给我一份工作，白天化身百变小秘书，晚上演变成为热情如火的小情人？                                                                                                             对不起，姐是台言ai好分子。                                                                                                             “唔，你在这里就是想要知道我有没有工作？”我问，守株待兔要不要这么狠的？                                                                                                             “阿墨，你知道的。”靳骐看着我，慢慢地吐出一句。                                                                                                             知道，我当然知道他这么说的意思是什么，但是懂宁可不懂。                                                                                                             “唔，我要去上班，你要是没事的话，回去吧！”                                                                                                             从哪里来就从哪里去呗，虽然说现在是深秋气温不高，但是在这太yan底下站的久了也会觉得有点热。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我送你。”靳骐说着想要去开车门。                                                                                                             “不用不用，”我急忙摆手，“门口出去就有公交车站，有直达的车子。坐那么好的车子还真的让人听不习惯的。”                                                                                                             要是被人看见我被人用法拉利的跑车送去广播电台，估计又得来点什么新的传言，唔，在没嫁人之前还是要多少留点名声去给别人探听的，等到结婚之后，什么都是浮云，名声只剩下一条不ga0婚外恋了。                                                                                                             法拉利的车子，姐还是真坐不起的，万一上车下车的时候我心态不好，给蹭花了，估计把我卖了也赔不起啊。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我们就非要那么的生疏么？”靳骐盯着我的眸子，认认真真地问着。                                                                                                             我愕然。                                                                                                             原来你也知道我们已经是那么的生疏了么？早在你不告而别之后，我觉得如果没有生疏的话，那还真的是有点怪异的，真的，连我自己都觉得有点怪异了。                                                                                                             都这个样子了，姐还一个劲地贴上去g啥，还觉得不够热脸去贴冷pgu么，对不起，姐也不是pgu控，掉价的事情姐现在不想g了。                                                                                                             “那，偶尔有空出来喝个茶聊个天什么的？”                                                                                                             我良心化地建议着，能够平静地和他面对面地喝茶而不是把手上的茶杯一下子泼上去，我觉得我也挺善良的。                                                                                                             我看了一眼手腕上的手表，然后震撼地出声：“这时间不早了，我得去工作了，不然到时候可就要丢了饭碗了，咱们就不聊了啊。”                                                                                                             在我说完了之后，自我觉得似乎这演技都还没有到家，虽然不知道自己现在的表情是怎么样的，但是从自己带了点做作一点都不自然的声音听起来都知道现在的表情一定装的有点夸张。                                                                                                             这就是群众演员和专业演员的差别啊，我要是投身娱乐圈，也许连潜规则都救不了我，演技决定一切。                                                                                                             我背着我那三十五块钱的nenghse的包往着公交车上走。                                                                                                             这靳骐就像是我在商店里面看中的那种价格高容量小还没有几个场合能够用到的品牌包，那种想想也就算了，就算背到我身上也许在别人的眼中，那也是一个高仿真的a货而已，还不如老老实实地背着我这一款容量大价格低的平常回家还能塞下一堆内衣k的包来的合算。                                                                                                             咱贫民大众，实在没必要如此奢侈。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你非要这样，是吗？”                                                                                                             靳骐的声在后头响起，带着点质问的声。                                                                                                             多年不见，我发现我对靳骐实在是一点都不了解了，这不是我要这样的，种瓜得瓜种豆得豆么，你总不能种下一个h瓜，让它开出一片菊花吧。                                                                                                             不是我要这样，而是当初你让事情变得这样的。                                                                                                             姐最讨厌那种言情小说里面，男人犯了各种各样的错误，背叛，弄垮了nv人的家族事业，最后跑来情深款款地来一句“我ai你”就能够完全的冰释前嫌。                                                                                                             这是多么的狗血多么的圣母才会做出来的事情啊，我凌墨自认为还做不到这一点，所以梵蒂冈也没有把我供奉进去，我也确定，在我百年归老了之后身t不会被做成木乃伊，也不会被放在展览馆里面，旁边还竖着一个牌子解释姐一生传奇化的经历，那上面也绝对不会写着“曾经有一个nv人，她面对一个不告而别的男人痴等了多年，然后在男人回来之后上演了一场别后重逢，冰释前嫌，有情人终成眷属的戏码。她的圣母，足以成为人类历史上的一大突破！”这样的话。                                                                                                             在公交车站等了两三分钟之后，目标车辆就慢慢地开了过来。                                                                                                             我走上车，刷了公交卡，找了一处空着的地方坐了下来，我觉得我和靳骐之间不会就怎么算了的。                                                                                                             也许，姐也应该狡兔一下，再备下一个窟以备不时只需？                                                                                                             当然的，这个想法也只是突然冒了出来而已，但是等到我晚上回来的时候在自己住的那幢公寓楼下看到那熟悉而又拉风的高级跑车的时候，我决定把这个想法落实。                                                                                                             雀屏中选的不是别人，自然是损友林淼淼，难道你们还指望着我滚去李澈那边真的来次r偿么？！                                                                                                             恭喜你啊，林淼淼！                                                                                                             果然，见到我半夜里面带着一个简易行李袋，背着笔记本电脑投奔而来的时候，她的脸，黑了。                                                                                                             “我说，你怎么就这么没志气地窝我这里啃泡面来了？”                                                                                                             林淼淼对着正端着一碗泡面在客厅沙发上啃的欢的我念叨，一脸的恨铁不成钢。                                                                                                             “江湖救急么……”我咕哝，“以前高中的时候天冷又不是没有睡过一窝，怎么的，你现在发育了，要和我计较了？”                                                                                                             我睨着林淼淼，其实从高中到现在我们两个变化也不算是特别大，顶多就是身高ch0u高了一丁点，t重再ch0u重了一些，还有就是她p0chu了，姐还是属于在室nv。                                                                                                             “怎么，你还藏了一个男人不成？”                                                                                                             我吞了一口面，睨着林淼淼，老实说，我还是对她那件事情挺好奇的。                                                                                                             “那你怎么不去李澈那边吃香的喝辣的？”林淼淼回嘴。                                                                                                             我苍凉远目。                                                                                                             “因为要r偿……”                                                                                                             林淼淼终于被哽得说不出话来了。                                                                                                             已经很久没有试过和人一起睡一张床，盖着棉被聊天的事情已经是几年前的记忆了，现在感觉特么的温馨，还挺温暖的。                                                                                                             当然的，想不温暖也不行，在这种不算寒冷的季节里面，身边躺了一个人盖着同一条被子，偶尔动一下还能贴到彼此。                                                                                                             “你打算怎么着啊？”                                                                                                             林淼淼听我说了这几天的事情，忍不住问了一声。她一向是在十一点半左右睡觉的，一旦超过这个时间段，她的声音就会像是现在这样带着浓重的睡意。                                                                                                             “和靳骐再交往？”林淼淼含含糊糊地问着，“那李澈呢？”                                                                                                             我不答话，一会之后就已经听到她平缓的呼x1声了，她就是这样，困意来袭的时候，说着说着就能睡过去。                                                                                                             而我却是一点睡意都没有。                                                                                                             因为是和林淼淼一起挤的，所以我也不好由着自己的平常的习惯在床上翻来覆去倒腾着，只好朝天躺着。                                                                                                             当然是不可能和靳骐再交往的。                                                                                                             我知道这个答案。                                                                                                             说的更加清楚一点就是，我这个人很一着被蛇咬三年怕井绳，尤其是在靳骐之后，我骨子里面ai己bai人更多一些，有点自私，在我喜欢别人的时候，留有余地，就怕出现再出出现这种状况。                                                                                                             如果我真的和靳骐在一起了，也总是有那个y影的存在，所以很大程度上我是不可能和他再在一起了。                                                                                                             但是和李澈么……                                                                                                             以前没有，现在突然之间在一起，总觉得似乎有点利用他来摆脱靳骐似的，有点卑劣的味道啊……                                                                                                             我想，不期然的，在我耳边响起了李澈那坚定的一句“r偿”。                                                                                                             我嗷唔了一声，拉着被子蒙住头，姐能不卖r咩？！                                                                                                             正文 第三十二章                                                                                                             林淼淼其实并不ai幼儿园教师这份工作，从她刚开始工作的第一年得了那神马神经x头疼就可以知道了。                                                                                                             别看小p孩们看着可ai，但是实际上吵闹起来的时候谁都扛不住，而且吵的时候不是一个小鬼在吵而是一群小鬼在吵的时候，那个时候那种音量，和魔音穿恼g本是没有一点差别了。                                                                                                             所以在林淼淼在幼儿园里面g了一个月之后，她无b坚定地宣告自己这辈子是不打算生小孩了。                                                                                                             当然这也被我鄙视过，很多nv人都这样，说下崽痛苦，最后还不都是眼巴巴地去下崽去了，有些还生了一个不够，拼si也要生出个仔来。                                                                                                             林淼淼的工种属于早起早归型号的，八点钟左右要到幼儿园，晚上倒是能够准时x的五点下班。                                                                                                             现在的小兔崽子们幸福的撒，早晚都有人接，不是爷爷nn，就是外公外婆，而且就那一丁点的重量的小书包，还得长辈们给背着，坐辆公交车，要是有座位，自己还舍不得坐，非得让小孩子坐着，自己站着。                                                                                                             想我们当年的时候，哪有那么的娇宠。                                                                                                             想起小孩，我忍不住又苍凉远目了一下，上一次回家的时候老娘就语重心长地问我打算什么时候结婚来着，说是趁着他们还能带得懂小孩，可以顺带帮我看看。                                                                                                             那一撇还没有的事情，怎么让我给他们下个崽下来，我又不是母**，就算没有公**也能生出一个蛋来，名曰：云英**蛋。                                                                                                             我要是能处nv怀孕，估计我得当圣母二代去了。                                                                                                             林淼淼b我作息时间好多了，这晚睡早起的像是一只勤劳的小蜜蜂，而且还是培育祖国未来花朵的小蜜蜂。                                                                                                             她走的时候，我还在睡，只听见“喀”的一声关门声。                                                                                                             睡到手机设置的闹钟响起的时候，我自然的也就起了床，刷牙洗脸，然后打算去电台，录制节目。                                                                                                             到了电台，像是往常一样往着播音室而去的时候，这刚刚走过的节目总监把我给叫住了。                                                                                                             “诶，凌墨，你先过来一下！”总监朝着我招着手。                                                                                                             被高层领导这么叫住，也不知道是幸运还是不幸。                                                                                                             我一边在心底快速地想着被高层叫住会有的可能x，当然的，还是先把事情往着坏的方面想了想，一边想着自己可能出了什么状况，但是细细想来，我觉得我似乎也没有做错什么呀，至少我都把节目录制的好好的，也没有跟别的主持人有过口角一类的。                                                                                                             难道是要提高我的待遇问题？                                                                                                             我想了一圈坏的方面也没有得出一个结论之后，我自然而然地往着好的方面去想，但是事情还没有从高层嘴里面说出来的时候，神马都是浮云，都是不好说的。                                                                                                             我走了过去。                                                                                                             “余总监，有什么事情么？”我小心翼翼地问着，一边观察着他的表情。                                                                                                             “哦，也不是什么大事，就是啊，最近台里面节目要进行调整一下，”余总监说着，“你那档子节目啊，可能会先暂停一下，等所有的节目做好了调整的时候，再行通知，有可能会改档。”                                                                                                             我心理面咯噔一下，这意思就是说，姐的节目被cut了，姐要面临失业问题了么？